I have the feeling to cut my wrist again, scratch my arm again like I used to do years ago.
What happen to me?
what am I thinking?
NO one can make me happy.
who will make me happy? Who will have the time and patience to let me share my xinshi? Who will heal my chest pain? No one.
I am so luan, wish to cry out loud. But can I? NO, only can keep to myself!
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