dear called last night. told him I failed this semester. his mood change, change like sian sian, won't entertain me.
I know I failed this semester, will have to mid of next year hopefully can graudate. dear ask if I got confident then continue. dear said you have no foundation how to study science? yea right.
Now don't know will dear wait for me, love me and care me? I know dear very disappt with me now. but I really try my best to study this semester le, but too much for me to study.
if I go back without a certifcate, dear won't want me either.
I have made everyone around me dissapoint. even dear. no one will care and love me le. No one.
I don't know why I study really hard, but my brain can't adsorb.
I choose to come australia , so everything have to solve alone myself.
dear said: the 2nd time I went to australia, dear already give up me.
if i go back singapore without dipolma of nursing cert, dear sure won't want me. if I study till next year, if can get the cert, dear maybe will want me.
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